Painting My Toenails Pink

I’m a forty+ plus size goddess. Rainbow is in my name because it covers the spectrum and fills me with hope.

I sell socks and panties, and foot photos and videos. I have a generous and nurturing personality; I’m caring and gentle. (Keep reading for the ‘but’)

I’m an artist, a qualified life coach, and I was a teacher for many years. I love books, art supplies, and pretty clothes.

I’ve had several abusive men in my life (throughout my life) who wrecked my self-esteem; my self-confidence; my self-worth, I managed to escape to refuge four years ago, and have been working to heal myself since then.

My goal in joining this ATW community is to further my healing journey and to learn to love myself. I hope being here will help me to gain some confidence and fight against the shame and stigma I’ve been made to feel about my body and my s**uality.

I want to explore findom because I’ve been financially dominated in my abusive relationships, so I’m rebelling against that. I think it will help me express my caring and nurturing nature, while allowing me to be the one in control; and help me become more self-confident and a**ertive.

I want to build a meaningful and beneficial of mutual trust and respect; a partnership where I fulfill their needs of being controlled and dominated, while they serve, adore, and worship me, as I deserve. Financially dominating a sub will make me feel empowered, happy; give me a s**ual thrill; and also be therapeutic for me; and my aim is for the same to be true for my sub.

I’m not into the more extreme aspects of BDSM. I don’t like the s**ual violence or extreme degradation, having lived on the other side of it for so long, without my consent. However, if it’s your kink, I’m willing to put you down verbally - perhaps it will be some kind of therapeutic payback for me. If you like feet, then I can reward or punish you with my feet.

As a life coach, I have learned to be a good listener. If you want to pay for the privilege of me listening to you, freeing you from the burden of things, perhaps making decisions regarding your money, this can be arranged.

If you want to be by finsub, then DM me. Once agreed, send me a tribute of £25 for my attention to you. We can then discuss your needs and desires; limits and boundaries; reward and punishment; terms of address; and timeframe of contract, and anything else we need to consider for us to create a mutually beneficial and satisfying contract.

DM me first.
Other methods of communication I have are Skype and email.

I’ve become a diamond with a marshmallow centre. Treat me right, as I deserve, and you may get to taste the sweetness inside. Be a bad boy or girl, and you will experience the hard surface of my diamond exterior.

Fund my books, art supplies, and pretty clothes, and I’ll be your happy goddesss!

All my love, Rainbowkiss, goddess.